he is starting to piss me off man . shheesh i dun know what the heck is wrong with him . he like has mood swings like all the time man . Is he a girl or something for nothing PMS for what! ha

freaking crazy man . the only peaceful time the house will have is wheen he is not at home man / sheesh freaking pissed. only know how to show black face wth man . GGRRRRR. i am so pissed off. can't stand his fcuking attitude man. sheesh ./ he last time not like that one larh / no idea why now he become like that man. annoying lerh . is it cause he is olld or somethiing? i have no idea man . i thought should be when you become older , you wouldnt be so fierce anymore? why is he the opposite way around. i pity my mum for haviing to face this everyday man. i wish i can stand up for her ok . cause i seriously can't stand it sometimes.

annoying. freaking annoying. i'm so pissed. dont know what the fcuk is his prob, todayi came home happily and he had to show me attitude like i did something wrong like that . thhen he didnt even cook dinner. wth siia. wtf is his problem man/ he is always the spoilsport man . forever i tell you !

anyway , been busy and lazy to update so yeah . anyway , i uploaded some photos of Sec 5 EFL. not all though cause there seems to be something wrong with my comp =.=

anyway , i really loved efl this year. although we didn't do much activities but it was really meaningful and fulfilling. it's kind of sad when you think about it because this is the last year we'll be having efl. and i really agree with my seniors that the most memorable thing about school is the EFls that we have been through. so far i have gone to all the efls in all 5 years and i love every single one of it :) except for sec one's though hahaa .

anyway , during the sec 5 efl , i loved the amazing race and of course the service learning was very meaningful ;) it's a very good experience , although it was heartbreaking to see the living conditions of the old folks. but it raises awareness to us young people. i believe many people don't get the chances to clean an old people's home. at first i thought we would be going to an old folk's home but instead we were going to the old people's houses. its really quite an experience that i will never forget. The grandma that my group went to was kind of cute :) although her story is one of the sad ones amongst many others . she is very brave and all as she have actually accepted it all and although i know she is really sad inside, but she dosen't show it at all. she is always smiling and laughing . Even though it was hard for us to communicate to her as she didn't understand any english and was very weak in her mandarin , it was nice. it's like we didn't need words to communicate. ha. and after finish cleaning her house, we were so tired due to the lack of sleep , many of us just lay on her floor and some even slept while the grandma was watching tv. i didn't sleep though ha. She would occasionally turn and look at us . and she looks so happy. it was kind of sad when we left. some of us cried and all . Because she is like a grandmother to us. it feels sad because she has no friends and also leaving her all alone. anyway , i hope to go back to visit her again . :) i feel the same way as ethen describe , you feel happy and yet sad at the same time when you help the old folks. because you could only do so much to help them. it's frustrating because you want to help them so much and make them happy. anyway . i hope to see the grandma again haha :)

gtg

bye

anyway , can't believe that another month has passed.

ha. Tomorrow am going to bugis with siewfang. to buy tys and stuff yeah . ha.

sian , i never study at all for today =.= have to study tonight. and on monday have F&N test :( sian

and mrs chu never even tell us what is going to be tested =.=

hmmm... it's been a really busy month so far.

tuesday have mother tongue mock exam . and every thursday have maths peer tutoring .

hmmm...

chinese new year is just around the corner. and i still have alot of things to do . i have to buy a pair of shorts to go with my clothes and also a belt !

ii sure hope i will have enough money ! and aniela wants to come to my house on monday =.=

no idea for what . cause theres nothing to do at all . and my parents will think that i am very weird. ha

and i still need to buy the english books ! shit ! it's like super expensive ok ! =.=

i think i will buy like maybe next week or something ahhaa.

hmm.... i hate tto study the nervous system and i don't like the QA topic in chem . so suucky.

serisouly don't understand a single thing ok ! and QA is not even one of the chapters in our chem textbook! what the hell sia! but i think they said that it is to help in our practical exam ?

no idea. i just seriously donn't get it ! and must remember some table also . sian sia. i think i will confirm fail for that topic! anyway , we are like learning about the human eye right now for bio . ha it is way more interesting than the nervous system . ha

and we've finally finished all the chapters for social studies . whoops! haha

and guess what !? my maths teacher is like a kian chong spider ok! teach so fast sia =.=

it's like ms sim's class is only at matrices and we have already started on the fourth chapter ! so fast right. only have like 1 more chapter to go to finish all the o level syllabus ! serisouly crazy . i think we will finish all the syllabus by end of febuary ! That gives us like what so many months to study for our o's ok haha.

seriously crazy sia haha.

anyway , must study my bio and history later tonight and also do my social studies homework . ok

shall go now, bye!

thanks all for coming yesterday :) i had loads of fun :) ha was totally high yesterday haha. thanks for the presents too :) love it alot , ha will cherish it all forever ha .

hmmm... my computer have a bit of problem now , so can't upload the photos yet. so sorry , hopefully my bro will fix it and i can upload my photos soon haha.

my relatives are coming tonight to eat steamboat o.O

my cousins are coming too. i bet you that my grandma wouldn't recognize me hahaa.

thanks sylvie for the card thing you made :) could see that you put alot of time and effort into it :) love it alot! ha it's on my wall already hahaa.

ha , thanks for all the soft toys people! ha. although , it means that now i will have lesser space on the bed for me to sleep . ha

but thanks ;) really appreciate it ha. hope all can come eat popeyes on the 4th jan :) haha

than we can take more photos hahah . for memories ;) haha

hmmm.... few more days till school and few more hours till 2010 :)

wanna wish all A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR :) hope you all did have a new year resolution for next year ? ha

jia you for o's and study hard for school and eveyrtiing. but don't stress yourselves too much :) theres a time to play and a time to be serious . ha ( i sound like my mother o.O ) haa

all the best ! will updatte with pictures soon :) ( i hope ) haha

well, been busy with work and because bro is home all the time so i didn't have a chance to update at all. Anyway ... work is finally over! (thank GOD) haha . work pretty much sucked when u have a really sucky senior =.=

don't really like the department that i ended up in =.= was kind of hoping to get t&c but they need people to work as cashier at the atrium =.= it was totally boring ok , working at atrium =.=

because during week days there are no customers . and you can practically stand there and stone the whole day . ha . pretty pathetic right ? ha

anyyway , am going to miss lynn and melvin ha . they are my two most favorite ! ha . and melissa too . ha and of course , there is HEREN! hhaa.. the rest really suck ok . ha

anyway , ha managed to add heren on facebook. ha can't believe she has one . ha . but it's kind of dead though haha. anyway , i finally reborned my hair ! totally awesome , but i practically sat in the salon for 3 hours to get it done =.= and i missed my show ok! and the freaking person is an idiot! cut my fringe until so freaking short. ! grrr. anyway , today went to meet meiping at queenstown mrt then took mrt to commonwealth to buy books for next year. Wow, can you believe it ? it's been 4 years since i first stepped into stc. ha how time flies o.O haha . Am going to miss secondary school life :) Well, all those who have worked would know that working life is no fun and games at all. pretty stressful and bboring . ha , and i managed to get to meet all sorts of people during my working experience . some good and some bad, . I'm just glad that it's all over and the next time i would be working is probably the end of next year after my O's haha. ok i shall go now :)

tomorrow is my birthday party :) can't wait! :) hopefully i don't fall sick ha . bye ! love ya!