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Tuesday, August 26, 2008
hey .. this is turning into a bad ending to the year 2008" sigh " why must red cross close ? dont you know that i love red cross alot ? Don't you know that we love red cross alot ? why can't some people understand this ? why can't they know that , we love our cca ? Why cant people just understand this bond that we share? why do adults have to ruin everything!!!!!! ... i don't want another cca! i only wanna join red crosss... YEsterday : when the teachers told us that red cross is closing down , i was so shocked . i never cry in school , dosen't mean that i dont love the cca :( i guess its slow reaction .... it came as a shock to me . I didnt cry , probably because , i kind of expected it , i mean , look at the number of people in the cca . BUt dont get me wrong , i didnt mean that i wanted it to close down! because i love it alot ! seriously :) And , i mean , i was kind of being optimistic . i mean ,i was kind of happy on that day . i was happy coz , i made lots of friends through red ccross, whether it is through ULP or its my fellow red cross cadets . And , i feel that im so blesssed to have met them . all through my cca . I will not forget them and im sure that they will not forget me either .. i hope :) And , i feel that i have learnt lots of things through cca :) although its not as useful anymore . BUt ,stil , im glad that i learnt new things ! I guess that is what is keeping me from tearing up. The News didn't really sink in . Until today , when i woke up , i was getting ready to go to school. Then i saw my uniform and thought , " this is going to be the last time i am going to wear my red cross uniform " i was kind of sad . i mean , im never going to wear it again . Its over! i mean .... theres no more Red cross in STC anymore !!! I felt like crying !!!! When i was in school , i felt depressed , i didnt feel like talking before assembly ! I know , its nobody fault that our cca is closing down . you cant blame the teachers! They were doing it for our own good. especially for the sec ones and twos. BUt seriously , we still have to face the facts , i mean , i have heard what my friends from other schools have done . they have SYF , Footdrill competions . Which by the number of cadets we have in our cca , its impossible to participate in anything . WE cant even form a contingent . Do you really know what the other schools are doing ?!? they seem to have much more fun then us . Im even jealous . haha... But , feeling sad and angry , i guess, it is understandable , everyone is sad about IT , i mean , we all love our cca Dont we ? in our school , which other cca is the same as us ? So bonded together as a family . WE ARE RED CROSS FAMILY!!!!!! :) HAHAA.. we still have one last training together before the cca closes . kind of sad no ? :( BUt , we are going to make it fun!! we are gonna build wonderful memories together and remmeber one another for who we are. :) :))) gtg now . byes :))) |
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